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| Sunday, July 22nd, 2007 | | 2:56 pm |
so life right now pretty much sucks. mostly because I guess i just expect too much from people and I'm stranded in a city far from home with no one who actually cares about me. apathy kills quicker than hate. | | Tuesday, November 21st, 2006 | | 10:54 am |
Well, it's been awhile since I last posted. I've been so swamped with school. I'm ready for a break. And it sucks that we are the only school not out for the whole week of Thanksgiving. We only get Thursday and Friday. And I had a test yesterday and I have two on Wednesday. Oh well. Not too long till Christmas break. The only problem with Christmas break is that I don't have a job so I will be bored out of my mind. There is a pretty good chance that I will be spending 9 weeks of the summer in Baton Rouge for a research program. They pay me a stipend of $9,000 and free room and board. Of course, baby that I am, I've never lived away from home not to mention the fact that I will miss Joshua terribly. But I am going to go wedding dress shopping down there. It should be really fun. Anyways, I've got to head off to biochem and see what I made on my test. See y'all later. | | Monday, October 30th, 2006 | | 8:43 pm |
Hey guys. Well, life is going pretty well. I had a ton of tests last week, but so far the results are good. Last night I modeled for Jena. It was really fun. And if I can get 15 people to comment on my photos on her site I get a free picture so y'all need to comment. http://jenaleigh.com | | Monday, October 16th, 2006 | | 11:31 pm |
I feel like I'm loosing touch. Everything is so hard right now. And I am not even talking about school. I feel so seperated from everyone and it is a lot my fault no doubt but then again when is there ever time to do anything. And who wants to talk to me anyway. I guess it's just a feeling of not being needed and that no one really cares. I am having to actually be a grownup, well, I'm trying. Not that I am not a grownup it is just that I am having to make really big decisions lately and if I was just having to make them for myself I could probably do it with no problem. I don't like being uncertain about my future. Not to mention all of the negative feelings people keep sending me. It just makes it all that much harder. It is almost as if people are looking down their noses at us just because it is not the path they would choose for themselves. It is not as if we aren't thinking everything through, trying to figure out what the best plan is. It is almost as if just because they aren't truly happy with their lives they want to make ours miserable too. I am sorry for the folks who actually read this and it was just me venting. I love y'all. | | Friday, September 29th, 2006 | | 1:01 pm |
Well, so far today sucks. It started out ok b/c I didn't have cell biology today. But I had an analytical test. I bombed it. I didn't even get to finish it. The only consolation is that no one else finished it, except for one guy. And I heard that my teacher is very liberal on partial credit. I have a biochem test Tuesday with the same teacher so pray for me. Anyways, this weekend Josh is going to go get his tattoo. I probably won't get mine for a while. I was thinking periwinkle hydrangeas and calla lillies. What do you think? Not to mention periwinkle is easy to get dresses made out of. I think hydrangeas are a pretty flower and not over used. Well, I should get off the computer and study Biochem for a bit. love y'all. | | Saturday, September 23rd, 2006 | | 7:37 pm |
I'M ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!! It's so hard to believe. Ok, I'm sure everyone wants the details. Well, at least the girls do. My mom took me to the store with her and when we got back to my house there was a note on the door for me. So I read the note and follow the trail of rose petals to my room where one of my favorite dresses was laid out on my bed. I put the dress on and follow the rest of th petals outside to where Josh was waiting outside on our bench swing. Dad had put flowers around it and made it picturesque. Well, I sat down on the bench and Josh got on one knee and said "Alexandra Michelle Rowland, will you promise to love me for the rest of your life by becoming my wife?" I didn't say anything just nodded my head. I was laughing so hard. Not because it was funny but because I was just so happy I didn't know what else to do. And the ring is gorgeous. The center diamond is the stone that was in my grandmother's wedding ring. And the wedding band matches the ring perfectly. It is so gorgeous. He did a great job. So now I am getting married. It won't be till the summer of '08 after we both graduate, but that means I have about one year and nine months to plan a wedding. Plenty of time to handle everything and not freak out. Well, love y'all and hope y'all have great weeks. | | Friday, September 15th, 2006 | | 11:48 am |
How's it going? Aren't you glad it is Friday? I know I am. Of course, I have to stay in town till three because I have to finish my ananlytical lab prep for next tuesday. It shouldn't take me too long, it is just the fact that I have to wait for the TA to finish his lab so I can go into our's. Wow, I have a very busy weekend full of birthdays. Well, tonight isn't a birthday celebration but we are going to Chili's with Josh's coworkers cuz it's his last day at Chase. Tomorrow night is the family birthday party for everyone who's birthday is in September. Stacy is coming in for it. I miss her. Sunday I am cooking Josh dinner for his birthday since he will be in class on Monday which is his actual birthday. Then Tuesday we are going to eat with his parents for his birthday. And on the 26th J.V., Chanelle, and Shi are going to be back in town. I can't wait. Well, I'm tired of writing. Love y'all and hope y'all have a great weekend. | | Wednesday, August 30th, 2006 | | 4:41 pm |
I have made it halfway through my first week of class. YAY!!! There is only one class I haven't been to yet and that is biochemistry lab. That is tonight. Right now I'm just sitting in the computer lab wasting time. This semester is going to be a lot of work. But I can do it. I'm just going to have to cut down on a few of my extra cirricular activities. It makes me kinda sad but sometimes you have to sacrifice. Josh and I are going to Jonesboro, Arkansas this weekend to visit Louis, Ben, and Lindsey. It should be lots of fun. I have a ton of homework I have to do tonight when I get home. Really I just need to make sure I do my biochem hw in case he calls on me tomorrow in class and wants me to answere a question. But it won't hurt me to try and do my the hw in my other classes. Well, I hope everyone has a great rest of the week. Call me sometime. | | Tuesday, August 22nd, 2006 | | 2:52 pm |
Well, I figured it was time to post again. Let's see. What has Alex been up to? Nothing much. I cleaned my room really well and moved all my furniture around cuz I got an actual bed instead of my futon, which is now a couch. I also got my hair cut short. It is fun. Wow, school starts in a week. Summer hasn't gone by fast but it wasn't slow either. I guess it just moved at a normal pace. But it was a good summer. We've been shopping at tatoo shops lately. And Jenn decided to get one Saturday while we were looking. I'm getting one but I am waiting till JV gets home cuz he is paying for half of it as a birthday present. SheDevil's is a good place to go. JV, Chanelle, and Shianna are coming back home on the Sept. 25. They will be living with us till they get a house. This semester is going to be tough but I am kinda looking forward to it. Overall, I would have to say that life is going pretty well. I hope everyone does well in their first week of school. | | Saturday, July 29th, 2006 | | 10:46 am |
ok, well we figured out what the intruder was after. When I got home last night, I had a headache and the drugs I had taken weren't working so I was going to take some cough syrup. Mom had recently gone and put everybody's medicine in their respective bathrooms. I open my cabinet and the syrup was nowhere to be found. Even the bottle that only had about three mL in it was gone. So they were in my room, and they wanted drugs. Well, enough of the depressing srtuff. Josh and I had our six month anniversary last night. We went and saw Miami Vice and then we went to Copeland's. We both had the shrimp ducky. I have never had duck before. It was good. And then we had banana's foster. It is one of my favorite desserts. Josh had asked then to put the words "Happy Anniversary " on the edge of the dessert plate. It was so sweet. Isn't he the greatest? Well, I think I am going to go eat my left overs. Love y'all. | | Thursday, July 27th, 2006 | | 2:28 pm |
ok so the scariest thing happened. well, it wasn't scary till you think about it. i got home from work today and the door was unlocked. i just figured that mom had forgotten to lock it when she left this morning. well, a couple hours later dad comes home and comes to the back where i am and asked me if i was ok. I was like "yeah". apparently our back door was kicked in. i came through that door and didn't even notice. well, the hallway was dark and i couldn't really see. so i was sitting in the house alone for two hours and there couldn't have been a robber in here when i got home. but dad checked everything and no one was in the house and nothing got taken that we see right off. but dad called the police and they are here now. talk to y'all later. | | Saturday, July 1st, 2006 | | 8:07 pm |
Hey guys I'm going to go see Pirates 2 at 9:10 at Tinsletown this Friday. If you want to come just show up. I'll talk to y'all later. | | Wednesday, June 21st, 2006 | | 4:48 pm |
well guys, I'm not that sure what to say. It's been a month since I last posted and I really don't remember everything that happened. But I'm also smart enought to realize you don't really care. I started work at the VA again. It has been going pretty well. I've determined that Beca and I can entertain each really well. I went to Tyler and Ruston a few weekends ago. Both were fun. I am now on Praise Band at the BCM so y'all need to come and see me. Well, actually don't come to see me. Just come to have fun. Next week, Thursday at 7:30. We are going to have ice cream and watch Pirates of the Carribean. And on July 7 we are going to go see the 2nd one. I don't know what time but I will tell y'all later. It is to celebrate my birthday. So y'all all need to come. Well, love y'all. and I will try to be more diligent in my posting. hope you're having a great summer. | | Tuesday, May 16th, 2006 | | 6:25 pm |
Well, I made it out of my second year with an overall GPA of 3.52. I have been told that that is good, it just isn't all that great in my mind. I just have to do better next year. I had a blast this weekend. It was really good seeing Stacy. If anyone wants to know how they are doing then go to missionmalawi.blogspot.com. I don't start my job for two weeks. I think I am going to go crazy during that time. I am not used to being idle anymore. I used to love not having things to do. Now, if I sit down too long I feel like pulling my hair out. Thursday is that lake day for the bcm so if anyone wants to come it is at Cypress Recreational Center from 1:30 to 9:00. It is $1 to get in and $4 dollars to the BCM to halp pay for boat gas and food. Well, love y'all and talk to you later. | | Thursday, May 11th, 2006 | | 7:43 am |
YAY!!!! HE FOUND MY TEST SO I DON'T HAVE TO TAKE IT AGAIN OR BE MEAN TO HIM!!! sorry about the yelling, I was just really excited. But now I am awake and can't go back o sleep. Oh well, small price to pay for a grade. | | Wednesday, May 10th, 2006 | | 7:56 pm |
Well, I'm halfway through my finals. I was three quarters of the way through but today I got an email from my sociology professer saying that I did not take my final. He told me that if I had a doctor's excuse I could come in tomorrow and take it. Well, I wrote him back and told him that I did take it, that it would be under Alex Rowland and what my security number was. And I know that I filled out my name cuz Mer told me she watched me do it. Man, I'm so stressed out over this that I can't study for organic. He hasn't written me back yet. I'm going to probably have to go up there really early tomorrow and make him see that I did take the final and he either needs to find it or let me take it again. And if he refuses I'm going to go to the Dean of Admissions. I have like five people who will vouch for me that I was there. Man, I can't seem to calm down about this. I just want Friday afternoon to be here so I don't have to worry about this anymore. | | Monday, May 8th, 2006 | | 11:36 pm |
Well, hello again boys and girls. I hope the weekend treated you well. I had a pretty good weekend. Friday, went to Buffalo Wild Wings with folks. Saturday went to a mudbugs game with family. Sunday went to Grease. It was good for an amatuear (can't spell) prodution. Finals are this week. I had my Calc 2 final tonight. It wasn't too excrutiating. I now never have to take calculas again. YAY!!! Things are looking up. Summer break is just around the corner. I'm excited. I don't know why but I'm sure it has to do with the fact that I have been in school since last July and my birthday is during the summer. Wow, I'm bored. I could study genetics but I have a sociology final tomorrow and I just studied for it and I don't want to have that leave my short term memory before tomorrow. I also have dentist appointment tomorrow. I hate those. Well, I can't think of anything else to say. Love y'all. | | Monday, May 1st, 2006 | | 11:20 pm |
Hey there folks. How's life treating you? Well, my cousin's wedding was this weekend. It was nice. I had fun. I met Stacy's Jon. I He is a nice guy. I'm glad she found a good guy and he seems to like her a lot. "I feel special right now, Carla." Sorry, The Other Sister is on Starz and it was that part and I felt the need to share. We had a bunch of family over yesterday. The food was excellent. After the cookout, Josh and I met some folks and saw Flight 93. It was a good movie but I couldn't talk for a little bit afterwards cuz I figured if I opened my mouth nothing would come out and I would just start crying. I am not sure that sentence made any sense. We got back to my house and Josh stayed to watch Goblet of Fire with us. It was kinda funny to me cuz I went to bed and he stayed and finished the movie. Today was my genetics lab final. It was ridiculous. It was 21 pages long. It is only a one credit course. She is out of her mind. I feel as if I haven't had much sleep this weekend. Maybe because I haven't. "I know what you guys are gonna to do tonight" Another Other Sister quote. We're down to the last real week of school. OMG, I can't believe I have made it through my second year of college already. Life is kinda flying by, not like in high school. I have to take the ACS for organic chem this week. Uhg. But our teacher said it won't be that bad. I bet it will ok, it will probably prepare me for the final better. Anyways, I'm tired. I'll talk to y'all later. Love y'all. | | Friday, April 28th, 2006 | | 10:28 am |
Hello there my friends. How was your week? Mine was not too shabby. I got a B on my organic test. I'm all caught up on genetics lab stuff. And my family came in yesterday for the wedding that is tomorrow. Shianna is so big and still cute as a button except where she cut off some of her bangs but that just makes her funny and even more adorable. J.V. is a dork as always and Chanelle is still Chanelle. Tonight is the rehersal dinner and I get to see Stacy. YAY!!!! I can't believe she is leaving for AFRICA!! in two weeks. That is amazing and scary at the same time. Y'all please keep her in your prayers. Well, I'm about to go to organic so I'll talk to y'all later. Lots of love. | | Saturday, April 22nd, 2006 | | 11:54 am |
Well, this week has been a little stressful but I managed to make it through. I had a five chapter test in organic chem II Friday. Now, maybe five chapters may not seem like it is a lot, our last test only covered two chapters. Actually a test covering two chapters is not the norm. Usually it is four chapters. NEWAYS.....I think I did ok on it after a huge amount of studying. I can't wait to start my job again. Not only does it mean that school is out it is also a fun job that will make me look good for potential future jobs and they pay me well. Today I had to wake up before 8 o'clock because we were having some guys come to the house to install two new air conditioners and apparently laying in bed in your pajamas while strange men are in the house is just not the done thing. So I had to wake up and put on clothes. I know this isn't a big deal, it just kinda sucks cuz I am not going anywhere but I have to be in real clothes when I could be lounging. Really it wasn't that bad, I just wanted to sleep in. I found out today that JV, Chanell, and Shianna are coming in Thursday night. YAY!!!! I miss them. We had to put Max, my huskee, down this morning. He couldn't move his back legs and was having difficulty breathing. So Dad and I took him down to the vets office and he told us that Max had had a stroke. They put him to sleep. I am ok with it but Daddy is upset. Not that I'm not upset but he hasn't been doing very well for a few months. And he was more daddy and JV's dog than mine. But he was a great dog, very smart and sweet. Alright moving on. Only three weeks of school left. I am ready for finals. I don't mean I have been studying for them. I would fail them if I had to take them this week. But I am ready just to get them over with so that that stress will be gone and summer will start. Well, love y'all. Hope you have a good weekend. |
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